An invisible bond.

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There are things I can’t describe,
But you should know
Without you I won’t survive
I’d die
And this isn’t a lie
I can’t imagine you saying goodbye
I’ll be good; I promise I’ll try
Imagining you gone makes me cry
My life would be like an autumn leaf
So dry
This is a test I know
But I still question why?
I want to be under your shade
I am not ready to fly
This world is cruel
And the sky is up high
I know you have been broken
And I am sorry because I did pry
But I want to let you know
You’ll always be in my heart
Even after death do us apart…

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…in the rose garden

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In the garden of roses
Caught by the sight of pure bliss
I saw her watering life
And asked myself
Was I in paradise?

The color of her skin
like the jewels that one would commit a sin
And so I wanted to win
Her heart like a Hero
In movies & films

But to be honest
I preferred watching her from far
Somewhat I was petrified to break open
The pieces of my heart in a jar
Because I still had some visible scars

Even then I wanted to talk
I wasn’t someone who’d stalk
She had the key to my heart’s lock
But my mind was in a state of block

Couldn’t think except her smile
I haven’t felt anything like this in a while
It looked like over was my trial
Her number was in my phone book
But I never had the courage to dial

So should I step forward?
Or take a step backwards
Because it’s my heart that hurts

Couldn’t figure out why
The pain made me laugh & not cry
These are my feelings, it’s no lie

In the garden of roses
Caught by the sight of pure bliss
It was her that I wanted to kiss…

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Rhythm of love

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Looking at you;

                I saw freedom
                For years I’ve been caged in my kingdom
                Suddenly I wanted to steal you away & run
                Would you wait for me & come?
 
 But the boundaries;

                Were such
                That our closure was tough
                All I could think of was your touch
 
 It was like;       

                A dream
                For so long I have screamed
                Bottled up my emotions away from the beam
                We had a chemistry, it seemed

And when you came;

                Things started to feel different
                I was alive & you were brilliant.
 
 But was it; 

                Inappropriate?
                To look for pieces of me in your fate 
                And acting on my impulses in haste                                                       
                              
 And they say;

                I will regret
                That rainy day; the kiss; I can’t forget.           
                                              
 So let me embrace;

                You in my arms
                If I kiss you again, don't be alarmed
 
 Because it doesn’t matter;

                What comes next
                I know its complex 
 
 But being with you;

                I found salvation
                It was not an ordinary relation...         


                         xxxxx

The Time

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Among the crowd
And the voices so loud
I stood there all alone
Watching them, i was angry and worn

Feeling out of place
I was looking for solace
In the wings of the air that I breathed
In the arms of someone I had forgotten

The noise in my head was too much
Wetness under my eyes was like such
Grief couldn’t describe the passing hour
I was lost and tire

They spoke to me sometimes
But my soul had committed a crime

A crime of freedom
And I asked them
If they wanted some

But what was this feeling
Why wasn’t my scar healing

As if my heart was ripped out
My agony was that loud

But I was ignored
Maybe they were bored

To see the dark sight
That I embraced knowing it isn’t white

But in the end
My wounds did bleed
They cared or not
But at night I still weep.

Midnight.

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I stood there with a cup of coffee in my hand
And watched the night go smoky and blank

Cold and chilly
The night smelled of you & that lily
As if you were there
In my arms, I swear.

The quiet in the air
And the silence in my stare
I remembered your face
And your every trace

The sip of coffee
And the smiles as we talked
It was all there in my eyes
But no one to look at it
Oh, my broken ties

The breeze felt light
As I held your hand tight

Never to let you go
Were my very vows

That hour was beautiful
And my life felt more than peaceful

Your presence was my light
And now i despise this very sight

Because without you
Even this coffee isn’t the same
I guess life’s a game

How funny it may seem
But I see you in the beam

Your face,
And i remember your every trace

The moon’s still white
And my room still hopes to see your side

The Lilies are dry
Please don’t ask me why

You know, your presence was my light
And without you everyday is midnight.

A silent night

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The sky was blue
When many storms passed through
Silence was heard
Even with spoken words

Quiet & restless
And I saw her go breathless

Fighting through the agony under her skin
But she preferred to bleed away and win

Her eyes had depth
And I knew she wept

Hiding her tears in the crying rain
It was obvious she was covering the pain

How could I have saved her?
What could I have done for her?

Her pain resembled mine
And I wanted her to let go of it & shine

Touch her face & feel her soul
All I wanted was to fill that hole

At one point her eyes met mine
We were on the shadowy street and it was already nine

The showers of the rain kissed her face
And I came closer as she stood there in grace

I ask her if she wanted to walk
She smiled at me & said let’s talk

It was awkward at first
But I guess it was time to quench our silent thirst

Burning like a coal
My heart wanted to ease
She took my hand
And I felt at peace

Long before the night grew dark
She was a stranger I didn’t wanted to part.