…in the rose garden

In the garden of roses
Caught by the sight of pure bliss
I saw her watering life
And asked myself
Was I in paradise?

The color of her skin
like the jewels that one would commit a sin
And so I wanted to win
Her heart like a Hero
In movies & films

But to be honest
I preferred watching her from far
Somewhat I was petrified to break open
The pieces of my heart in a jar
Because I still had some visible scars

Even then I wanted to talk
I wasn’t someone who’d stalk
She had the key to my heart’s lock
But my mind was in a state of block

Couldn’t think except her smile
I haven’t felt anything like this in a while
It looked like over was my trial
Her number was in my phone book
But I never had the courage to dial

So should I step forward?
Or take a step backwards
Because it’s my heart that hurts

Couldn’t figure out why
The pain made me laugh & not cry
These are my feelings, it’s no lie

In the garden of roses
Caught by the sight of pure bliss
It was her that I wanted to kiss…






Young & free


I saw you by the river bank
Looking at you my heart sank
And when you smiled
My mind turned blank
But just to be frank
Your presence is like a big bang
I remember the song you sang
Sitting by the river; on that plank
Writing your wishes; tying a knot to hang
Forget the world & I’ll introduce you to my gang
I’ll take you to a place without a traffic jam
And make for you cheese ham
Is your name Sam?
God what am I doing ? Dam
Lets exchange e-mails and web cam
I guess no, I’ll write you a letter with pen
Oh my god its already ten
So will I see you tomorrow then
I’ll tell you my feelings, i know i can
By the way my name is Ben
I’ve been in love with you
Am not sure since when.




I was fallen for the mystery in her
And I lost my mind in a stir

There was something in her air
That I couldn’t stop myself to stare

The way her hands moved
Playing music in the groove

And the way she’d look
When I’d read a book

And the way she’d smile
Talking all the little while

But why did I fall for you
When we had chances so few

I couldn’t undo the hour
I couldn’t imagine you being far

I couldn’t erase this feeling
As if my heart was already stolen

So why did I fall for you
When we had chances so few…

Rhythm of love

Looking at you;

                I saw freedom
                For years I’ve been caged in my kingdom
                Suddenly I wanted to steal you away & run
                Would you wait for me & come?
 But the boundaries;

                Were such
                That our closure was tough
                All I could think of was your touch
 It was like;       

                A dream
                For so long I have screamed
                Bottled up my emotions away from the beam
                We had a chemistry, it seemed

And when you came;

                Things started to feel different
                I was alive & you were brilliant.
 But was it; 

                To look for pieces of me in your fate 
                And acting on my impulses in haste                                                       
 And they say;

                I will regret
                That rainy day; the kiss; I can’t forget.           
 So let me embrace;

                You in my arms
                If I kiss you again, don't be alarmed
 Because it doesn’t matter;

                What comes next
                I know its complex 
 But being with you;

                I found salvation
                It was not an ordinary relation...         


…and i still wonder.

We were lovers; 

               On the beach
               Eating oranges and peach
               In each others arms and reach
So what went wrong;

               That you stopped holding my hand
               Going to the beach or playing with sand
               And moved to another land

But do you know;

               I am still your lover
               I blossomed with you like a flower 
               But you took her to see Eiffel tower

And I cried; 

               That night
               It was an awful sight
               But I remembered when you held my hand tight

So what went wrong;

               That I've become a sad song
               Yet its been so long
               Now am asking myself where I belong

But do you still care;

               I guess I don't know
               Why you went so low?
               Because of you I've lost my glow

So will I ever know;

               That what went wrong
               now i am tired & not strong
               But you'll stay in my heart lifelong....

A Painters dream


I was captured in a portrait
Painted by you
With colors of life
That you gave me through

They looked at me with there deceitful eyes
But they couldn’t hear my screaming cries

Incomplete, yet you hung me on top
If only you could hear, please stop

The paint brushes were dry
I saw my master cry

The agitating lines on his forehead
And the silence in the room, so sad

I stared at him until dawn
Every night he’d sing a song

I wondered who she was
What was the reason and the cause

Of the difference in his smile
It looked like he’d walked a thousand miles

The melody called for someone
But every night it was none

Just our company
Canvas , paintbrushes & me

Perhaps I was your emotion
Your rage; your frustration

But i felt delighted
Seeing your focus heightened

After all I was captured in a portrait
When your hands shivered in love & hatred

I wanted to be by your side
I don’t want you to hide

By your hands I was painted
In time i was created

So pick up your brush and paint me again
Believe me you’ll lose all that’s insane

Because i am your passion
Without me you wont find satisfaction.


Picture credit: no rights with me, randomly googled.

The Woman in blue


It was late at night
And i stood by the window
Watching a beautiful sight

A woman dressed in blue
A beauty so fresh like a morning dew
And I watched her carefully
Although she had no clue

She passed by the street every night
And my heart did beat faster than the moving light

I don’t know why
But she seemed a bit shy

If i knew her well
I am in love, I’d tell

Looking into her eyes
How can one say goodbyes

They were deep
That night I didn’t sleep
Funny it is that now i weep

Sitting in the empty room
I look at your bedside in gloom

The closet smells of you
And the perfume you wore has drops so few

I guess I knew you well
Do you know living without you is a living hell?

Now I wait for you every night
Wishing you’d hold my hand tight

But this emptiness doesn’t let me forget
Loving you wasn’t my regret

You got to know me right?
And i confessed my love in that moon light

But now you’re gone
And my life seems long

The flowers on the grave will never dry
I’ll remain your lover
But I can’t help but cry…