Illusion of false reality.

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Along the worldly attachments,
With hearts so black,
Difficult it becomes to bring life on track
Sadly it’s the faith we lack.

If only here-after was our goal
We would have the purest of soul
Life would be better & whole

But what takes us away,
Do we realize?
It’s our paradise we jeopardize

Don’t we have limited time ?
So who do you think
Would answer for our crimes?

Like an ordinary man
We’ll be buried under the ground
We won’t hear anything nor a sound
Only darkness would hound

Wont it be nice to wake-up from a dream
Face reality because in it lies a gleam.
Knowing the unseen, we’d only scream

The attachment of this life is a lie
We’d only hurt ourselves & cry.

An invisible bond.

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There are things I can’t describe,
But you should know
Without you I won’t survive
I’d die
And this isn’t a lie
I can’t imagine you saying goodbye
I’ll be good; I promise I’ll try
Imagining you gone makes me cry
My life would be like an autumn leaf
So dry
This is a test I know
But I still question why?
I want to be under your shade
I am not ready to fly
This world is cruel
And the sky is up high
I know you have been broken
And I am sorry because I did pry
But I want to let you know
You’ll always be in my heart
Even after death do us apart…

…in the rose garden

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In the garden of roses
Caught by the sight of pure bliss
I saw her watering life
And asked myself
Was I in paradise?

The color of her skin
like the jewels that one would commit a sin
And so I wanted to win
Her heart like a Hero
In movies & films

But to be honest
I preferred watching her from far
Somewhat I was petrified to break open
The pieces of my heart in a jar
Because I still had some visible scars

Even then I wanted to talk
I wasn’t someone who’d stalk
She had the key to my heart’s lock
But my mind was in a state of block

Couldn’t think except her smile
I haven’t felt anything like this in a while
It looked like over was my trial
Her number was in my phone book
But I never had the courage to dial

So should I step forward?
Or take a step backwards
Because it’s my heart that hurts

Couldn’t figure out why
The pain made me laugh & not cry
These are my feelings, it’s no lie

In the garden of roses
Caught by the sight of pure bliss
It was her that I wanted to kiss…

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How I lost Jane…

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Up the mountain hill
I look up still
Hoping to catch your glance
Though I remember that tragic circumstance

The morning hour
And with our school being so far
We managed to stick together
You promised our friendship would last forever

We’d open our lunch boxes
During the break
You’d have variety
And my favorite, steak

We shared a strong bond
Of you I was familiar and fond

Now the change makes me blue
You knew I had friends so few

So come back to me, Jane
Your friend is going insane
Look I can’t even explain

Now my days are grey
Funny it is I still pray
Though I am lost and astray

Jane , can you still see?
My face has lost its glee
I still sit under our favorite tree

I know I can’t heal
It’s the agony that I feel
After all I am a human
Not a robot made of steel

But now am getting feeble
And my life has become unstable
Don’t say make new friends
I can’t; I am not able

And the day of the crash
In my mind is still so fresh
That I can barely hold
Now I am cold

Let me just end this here
Because my eyes are wet in tears

I’ll miss you Jane
I know i wont see you again….